My guides talk to me.
A magic forest where my guides live.
Can communicate with them anytime I want to.
The first characters I see are cartoon crows. Sort of like old Warner Bros or Disney style.
A place in between this reality and any other reality in our holographic universe.
You have infinite multiple lifetimes.
When crossing the stepping stones, I first saw myself in 3rd person as an anthro child.
A yellow canine anthro with floppy ears, cartoony in appearance with shoes on.
It was so heartwarming to me.
I start talking at 15:24.
The guide is like a teenager.
He just cheers you up.
He said Jordan was his name, Cecil was my old guide.
I’m just trusting more now, so I needed a new guide.
The guide told me “try not to fall in love with me.”
I fall in love with the appearance.
There’s a difference between loving and falling in love.
The character I love is in another world, so I can’t take advantage of that.
I don’t have to fall in love with anyone, as long as I’m happy.
Anytime I feel down, I can focus on his heart. His heart is strong.
A red circular energy that comes from his chest.
His face is gorgeous.
To minimize regrets, work on not being afraid so much.
Seeing images of spiders, and dreams of spiders.
Reading from Animal Wise book.
Spiders are story-tellers. Web of your life.
He says my book will advance as it’s supposed to. Don’t try to rush it.
About promoting an illustrator named Elise:
“Don’t worry. There are lessons that people need to learn about life.
There are dark truths to life. You can’t hide people from it.”
Whether my book will make the world a better place.
He shows me the book Jonathan Livingston Seagull.
In her opinion, his best book is Running from Safety.
Why am I scared of success?
Because I don’t want to be a jerk to people.
With anthros, I feel unworthy about being around them.
Source of unworthiness:
I haven’t found what’s really sacred and important.
How can I use my love of anthros to help other people?
I need to draw them more. Maybe comics.
Put more anthros in my books. Write more books.
People can spot a passion for something. It’s very evident.
When I start to get sad because it’s hard to draw,
go back to focusing on the love.
When I was an anthro in another life, I was happy.
Take happiness from that lifetime and pull it into this lifetime.
He shows me playing music on the piano, though I’m not into playing music.
Maybe to understand frequency.
Eight notes to an octave. Eight is abundance and infinity.
My body is trembling because I’m integrating my guide’s energy.
I spent 100’s of hours trying to transform my body into an anthro.
I see them as perfect, even though they have faults.
I feel I made a mistake coming into this life.
But I wouldn’t be able to impact the lives of others if I hadn’t.
To feel this life is not a mistake, I need to truly believe
the anthro is already within me.
Trying to integrate the information is a subconscious thing.
It’s his vibration. I’m so close to something that’s purer.
What do I need to do to absorb at the higher frequency?
I’ve taken him for granted. I’ve never sensed him at such a powerful level
where my body reacts. I just thought he was a normal guide
that gave you advice once in awhile or that made you laugh.
I don’t know if I got a new guide after all. Maybe I just thought I did.
He says “Don’t worry, you’re not going to hurt anyone.”
I don’t want to hurt anyone with my schizophrenia.
I’ve made amends for the past.
I can come back anytime I need advice, or just cheering up.
He doesn’t say much, but it’s just a vibration really.
That’s how higher beings communicate frequently.
Thanks to https://kathymoorehypnosis.com/ for the amazing hypnosis session.